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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Remembering...
Another Blogger mentioned about his past growing up. I Figured I would touch upon the subject myself.
I grew up in several small towns in rural Georgia. I became sexually aware around age 12. I read every book i could get my hands on safely from the library. "Sexuality of the Human Male", "Sexuality of the Human Female", and some compilation book from an advice columnist who I cant remember. First thing I had realized was I was not really attracted to females, but During high-school I DID have a Girlfriend who I had sex with to keep up appearances.
In Middle school I learned to keep my head down and not draw attention to myself. I saw too many kids bullied because they were gay or because they were viewed as gay.
In High school, I was Tormented, Bullied, humiliated, and trod upon almost daily. I withdrew from everyone. Even now, I have trouble expressing myself to others. Being a pup actually helps me express myself much more than as a human. I remember one time where I was in a General assembly near the back in the auditorium. I was forced to sit next to two of my worse Tormenters. They actually had the audacity to feel me up, grab my groin, and suggest going to the restroom! I may be a bit of a slut now but back then That freaking Scared the CRAP out of me!. At the time this happened I was still a virgin in every sense of the word. I actually got up and ran out of there to hide!
I am still leery of anyone i meet. Thankfully I have my Owner and Mate. They keep me grounded, force me to express myself and to better myself.
I grew up in several small towns in rural Georgia. I became sexually aware around age 12. I read every book i could get my hands on safely from the library. "Sexuality of the Human Male", "Sexuality of the Human Female", and some compilation book from an advice columnist who I cant remember. First thing I had realized was I was not really attracted to females, but During high-school I DID have a Girlfriend who I had sex with to keep up appearances.
In Middle school I learned to keep my head down and not draw attention to myself. I saw too many kids bullied because they were gay or because they were viewed as gay.
In High school, I was Tormented, Bullied, humiliated, and trod upon almost daily. I withdrew from everyone. Even now, I have trouble expressing myself to others. Being a pup actually helps me express myself much more than as a human. I remember one time where I was in a General assembly near the back in the auditorium. I was forced to sit next to two of my worse Tormenters. They actually had the audacity to feel me up, grab my groin, and suggest going to the restroom! I may be a bit of a slut now but back then That freaking Scared the CRAP out of me!. At the time this happened I was still a virgin in every sense of the word. I actually got up and ran out of there to hide!
I am still leery of anyone i meet. Thankfully I have my Owner and Mate. They keep me grounded, force me to express myself and to better myself.
Monday, April 11, 2011
Sad sad news from this pup
Just went to the Urologist today. After having a major medical emergency while visiting this pup's Owner and having emergency surgery to correct it. This pup will no longer be able to get an erection. Too much tissue damage was done from the accident that happened. The Urologist is taking things one step at a time and is at this moment just working on the unpleasant sensation pup keeps having in his cock.Will Post more as the appointments continue.
Pain
There is no such animal called pain. There is sensation. Be it good or bad. That is all what society calls pain and on the reverse of the coin Pleasure.
I have had many types of bad sensations over the course of my life. From my irritated Duodenum that was like a serrated knife stabbing me, to the thud of a stress ball hitting my testicles. Some I can enjoy (the Stress balls are a love/hate deal :D) while some I can not tolerate without being knocked unconscious. Various types of sensation that can be had I will describe later. If the sensation is happening continuously it is easier to handle while quick sharp ones are harder.
Various sensations :
Sharp stinging can be done with various implements. A thin tailed Flogger is great for this also acupuncture needles too.
Thuddy can be made with Dragon tail Floggers, Pool noodles, and the like. Even a Pillow can be used for this sensation
Paddles are a combination of the previous two sensations. a quick sting along with the thud of wood or leather hitting flesh.
Burning can be done with items such as muscle rub (get that on your genitals and you will be hopping around for an hour with no relief in sight!) and Ginger (a sliver in the urethra, or a small, peeled Finger of Ginger up the butt). Depilatories can feel like they are burning also. Be warned Some are too strong for certain areas. I myself have had second degree chemical burns from Nair.
Numbing can be created by Ice or other cold items.
I have had many types of bad sensations over the course of my life. From my irritated Duodenum that was like a serrated knife stabbing me, to the thud of a stress ball hitting my testicles. Some I can enjoy (the Stress balls are a love/hate deal :D) while some I can not tolerate without being knocked unconscious. Various types of sensation that can be had I will describe later. If the sensation is happening continuously it is easier to handle while quick sharp ones are harder.
Various sensations :
Sharp stinging can be done with various implements. A thin tailed Flogger is great for this also acupuncture needles too.
Thuddy can be made with Dragon tail Floggers, Pool noodles, and the like. Even a Pillow can be used for this sensation
Paddles are a combination of the previous two sensations. a quick sting along with the thud of wood or leather hitting flesh.
Burning can be done with items such as muscle rub (get that on your genitals and you will be hopping around for an hour with no relief in sight!) and Ginger (a sliver in the urethra, or a small, peeled Finger of Ginger up the butt). Depilatories can feel like they are burning also. Be warned Some are too strong for certain areas. I myself have had second degree chemical burns from Nair.
Numbing can be created by Ice or other cold items.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
The Present
To Give of one's self totally is the ultimate pleasure,
Slave, lover, Sibling, Parent
Mind, Body, and Soul the Ultimate Treasure
ne'er was more apparent
For you only the best,
For you are my Rock, My Salvation, My Brother, My Teacher
ignoring all of the rest
for such a Glorious creature.
Surrendering the mind
shows passionate adoration
being taken to planes
never seen before
Surrendering the body
shows ultimate trust
knowing when to stop,
before a break.
Surrendering the Soul
shows Ultimate love
Two combined as one
In joyous song
Slave, lover, Sibling, Parent
Mind, Body, and Soul the Ultimate Treasure
ne'er was more apparent
For you only the best,
For you are my Rock, My Salvation, My Brother, My Teacher
ignoring all of the rest
for such a Glorious creature.
Surrendering the mind
shows passionate adoration
being taken to planes
never seen before
Surrendering the body
shows ultimate trust
knowing when to stop,
before a break.
Surrendering the Soul
shows Ultimate love
Two combined as one
In joyous song
WOOF WOOF!
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