Saturday, November 1, 2014

a cry for help

Disappearing into the void, I call upon the Gods Give me a safe journey through these lands...
Traveling through Hell Shoal being bare Tartarus in pain Anaon is my past...
To heaven in search of a haven I crave to belong
Tell me Hug me help me through my journey through my life
Carry my burden to help support me as I travel through Hell

Monday, October 27, 2014

10/27/2014 6:02am

I see the Darkness closing in Pressing from all sides the light of hope dwindles The four horsemen rides
Pain I feel from tooth and nail fighting to keep sane Happiness slowly fades the loss of Sorrow's bane
Oh Wodin! I beseech thee! Grant this one struck low The Strength and Knowledge to conquer one's foes
Let the Fey fly warming the hearts of many lest they take the babe and leave changelings aplenty.
Let Tyr judge me fair for the past deeds i have done I cry Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! regret felt to the very bone.

Monday, October 20, 2014

I'm Back

It has been a while since I last posted.  Since my last post I have moved 3 times, found a great job, and several pups, lost several pups, and formed and disbanded my pack....

The pups in my life are:
Pup Draco my Sir
Pup Independence my Alpha
pup grizzly sammi Fyrebourne the pup who has been with me for almost 8 months and has helped me through some very rough times.

I am changing the ramblings to my poetry. Here is the first one....


I close my eyes
into hell I go
living nightmares
relived

I close my heart
from heaven I am parted
leaving the love
I feel i don't deserve


Saturday, May 12, 2012

A Brief Fantasy

My Master comes to my Cage during the night, Unlocking it rousing me from my sleep. Blurred eyes look longingly at their Master.  Taking the leash and attaching it to my collar, He slowly leads me outside to the backyard. I instantly know what will be happening I crawl to a nearby bush and start releasing my bladder. When I am finished, Master softly yet Sternly commands "Here pup!"  I immediately crawl to him and take his thickening member into my mouth waiting.  Suddenly it starts. A sweet golden nectar  flowing over my tongue and down my throat.  Greedily I swallow every drop. Several minutes pass as I drink my reward happily.  Once Sir is finished, I clean him ever so gently with my tongue and lips.  Pushing back the foreskin to get all the ambrosia caught under it.  After Sir is satisfied He is clean, He then takes my leash and leads me back into the house towards  the playroom.  "Sit!" He tells me once we arrive. I am just a couple of feet inside the room. I hear Sir moving about behind me.  Metal clinking, leather very lightly colliding with leather, the heady smell of heavily used but well care for leather filling the air. Suddenly Sir puts a blindfold on me, and am put into total darkness.  Next a gag is gently shoved in my mouth.  " Stand!" I am commanded. Standing up on two legs, I am gently lead somewhere. "Step up." I step on to a step going upwards, Strange as the house has no basement and is only one story.  the command is repeated several more times. " Last one pup." i am told as I make one last stepping motion to get to the top.  Standing there, I feel a very deep foam matress covered in leather.  " Sit boy" Sir says.  I move to sit on the edge of what ever it is I am on. It is cumbersome but doable while blind.  I feel Sir's hands slowly feel around my body. Only parts not touched are the ones against leather.   His strong hands grab my ankles and swing me til I am laying lengthwise on the bench or table.  I feel something covering my feet.

WOOT! To TX I go!

Well Thanks to a lousy job market in my Area, I am loosing most of my stuff and being forced to move.   BUT the GOOD news is I will be moving in with my Owner/Master.   I will be moving on the 25th of May, and Sir will be arriving on the 25th to help this pup to finally come home!

Thursday, April 26, 2012

UGH! Resession Hits hard!

Well this pup is out of work and have been looking for work for the past week.   I have had a few nibbles but no definite bites.

I DID finally meet a couple of fellow pups in the local community along with their Mistress. 
It was Fun meeting them the first time!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Hmmm What a find!

I am just now moving into my new home.  Was waiting for the Gas company to come out today to check our boiler, hot water heater, and stove so they can turn on the gas.  Well across the street the City has cleaned out a Huge apartment complex for some reason and there is a HUGE pile of broken and whole furniture,  clothing, and odds and ends. I decided to walk over there and look around.  Most of the stuff in the pile was junk like a broken pool table, busted and old computer parts, and ripped couches.  I did make three remarkable finds...   A Firefighter's uniform consisting of Coat, Pants, and Pant's lining. Plus the most remarkable find a wooden stretcher in EXCELLENT condition. 
















The Straps on it are in GREAT condition, the Velcro still works, and the wood has no cracks anywhere I could see. 

Once I clean up the Firefighter's outfit I will post pictures of it.